It has been awhile since I have updated my blog with a post about what I have been doing. I have been busy on my latest adventure and I have not stopped to update my blog. I you actually like what I write, in addition to my boobs, then read on. I you are just here for my boobs, I will post some new pictures tomorrow.
A year ago, I started this blog after my girlfriend introduced me to tumblr. I was mourning the loss of my father and grandmother, who had just passed away and my mother, who had passed away about 6 weeks prior. I needed a way to escape the pain and sorrow, so I started a blog and began my adventures in tumblr. What an amazing journey it has been! Before tumblr, my BDSM experience was limited. I had a great sex life but it was definitely of the more vanilla variety. A little kinky once in awhile but nothing too risqué. I followed my first blog, Erospainter and my journey was off. Here is what I have discovered on my journey:
- I am a dominant, in control person in my career and in most areas of my life. I am submissive sexually.
- I have a diverse and rich fantasy life. I am definitely kinkier than I ever expected. It has been fun exploring with my Hubby. He has signed up for the whole adventure and is enjoying every minute of it.
- A picture is worth a thousand words. I have finally been able to identify in concrete terms what arouses me sexually. It has been the combination of words and pictures on tumblr that has helped me do this.
- I adore being tied up. I love the feeling of the rope sliding against my skin, the feeling of being restrained and bound, delicious. Hubby is practicing his rope skills.
- I want to be spanked. I enjoy discipline and punishment as part of my life. A spanking does wonders for calming the chaos in my mind.
- I enjoy taking pictures of myself and sharing with the world. I enjoy the comments and the feedback. It makes me feel great. It has given me a lot of self confidence and I really needed it.
- The world of BDSM is vast and varied. I have much to learn and I am up for the challenge.
- I was excited to put on my collar for the first time. I was surprised at how comfortable and right it felt on me. Wearing a collar was the furthest thing from my mind when I started this blog. It is interesting to see how your perspective changes over time.
- Despite how kinky I think I am now, I am still in the shallow end of the pool. There is some crazy stuff buried out there in tumblr world. I have learned to be careful with my search terms.
- There are some amazing people on tumblr. I have enjoyed making new friends and finding interesting messages in my inbox. I have been very fortunate, I have not had any of the hurtful messages I have seen other people get on tumblr. I love hearing that people have found my journey inspiring and exciting.
My adventure is continuing in new directions and you will see that reflected in my blog posts. I am continuing my journey to understand what drives me sexually. My journey will continue into the world of BDSM. I look forward to sharing this journey. I have had people tell me that they get a lot out of my blog and what I share. I think sex is an amazing topic and I love to talk about it.
Thank you for all the notes and love in my inbox over the last year. I have truly enjoyed the experience and I am up for doing this for another year. I hope you enjoy my efforts.